[ She was quiet for a moment, her head still lowered. Ah... jeez. Kaito was always so gentle with her. ]
... I am, though. Nobody told me to sneak around doing something this weird. Everybody else is under the exact same circumstances, but I'm the only one who still can't handle it.
[ Getting rid of the money without spending it, and without letting anyone know it had been hers--in the end, it was just a way to pretend she had control over some tiny aspect of the situation, whenever it was too uncomfortable to bear. But nobody else was doing this, she was pretty sure. She was the one with unreasonable needs. ]
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... I am, though. Nobody told me to sneak around doing something this weird. Everybody else is under the exact same circumstances, but I'm the only one who still can't handle it.
[ Getting rid of the money without spending it, and without letting anyone know it had been hers--in the end, it was just a way to pretend she had control over some tiny aspect of the situation, whenever it was too uncomfortable to bear. But nobody else was doing this, she was pretty sure. She was the one with unreasonable needs. ]
... But I don't know what to do now.