You wouldn't have been in that position at all if it weren't for me.
[There it was. The thing that was obviously gnawing on his mind for the past several days. Eiji sighed, a little annoyed at himself for fixating on something that he fundamentally could no longer change - at least, not without doing more damage.
Emi didn't hate him. He should've hated him, and in all honestly it would've been kinder to the blond if he did. At least then he could move on and make a better life for himself, make better friends.
If only he had any sense in that head of his.
When Eiji said he wanted to be friends again, he hadn't wanted this. To be weighed down with more guilt than before. To see Emi tortured within an inch of his life.]
...I keep hurting you, Emi. [That was an immutable fact.]
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[There it was. The thing that was obviously gnawing on his mind for the past several days. Eiji sighed, a little annoyed at himself for fixating on something that he fundamentally could no longer change - at least, not without doing more damage.
Emi didn't hate him. He should've hated him, and in all honestly it would've been kinder to the blond if he did. At least then he could move on and make a better life for himself, make better friends.
If only he had any sense in that head of his.
When Eiji said he wanted to be friends again, he hadn't wanted this. To be weighed down with more guilt than before. To see Emi tortured within an inch of his life.]
...I keep hurting you, Emi. [That was an immutable fact.]